i felt him
long before i saw him

oh,
how i long
to be near him
but
will he ever know?

he was preoccupied

but i knew
he knew i was there

i brush away
some specks
from his sleeve

imagine
my surprise
when
he took my hand
and rested it
against
his other shoulder

i froze

how i longed
to capture
that
one
pure moment
forever

then i turned away...

like
a
stone

weighted down

she
sank

into
an abyss

of darkness
of depression


unnoticed
uncared for

unloved...

this

is
the

beginning

of

 

an end...

i
do not
understand

why
you

have
such power
over

me...

some say
taking
one's life
is

cowardice

they
do not

realize

it
takes
courage

to
dunk that
one
fatal dose

to
take that
one fatal
leap

to
make that
one
fatal slash

to
end it all
once and for all...